My future

My program is going to end in October and I start to think about my future tonight. Different choices keep in my mind for long already. I pray and God is in silent mode...so it means still some times to wait.

Do I really want to be a registered Occupational Psychologist? There should be another 5 years hard working. It will be a huge amount of investment of time and money and require a stable working environment to be supervised through the practition period.
Just go back HK after graduation? Seems it is easy to find a job in HK than in here. At least I don’t need to worry about where I live, money to rent a place or length of the contract…
Go on directly to theological study? I am still not sure if God is calling me to go for it at this moment. It is not about my little faith (maybe it is but I don’t know) but I just want to make sure I follow the voice correctly. Not by my own wish but His on-demand call. Maybe I think I am ready but still it is not coincident with what His view to be.

Hesitation, insufficient confidence on myself and lazy…then a new item comes in recently but I think it is really correct to bear in mind and remind myself – wrong image of self. Most of the time I think I can’t do this or that and then I told myself to reserve energy for other things. Result? I can’t go straight away to where God wants me to be.

Red alert is coming…!