My future

My program is going to end in October and I start to think about my future tonight. Different choices keep in my mind for long already. I pray and God is in silent mode...so it means still some times to wait.

Do I really want to be a registered Occupational Psychologist? There should be another 5 years hard working. It will be a huge amount of investment of time and money and require a stable working environment to be supervised through the practition period.
Just go back HK after graduation? Seems it is easy to find a job in HK than in here. At least I don’t need to worry about where I live, money to rent a place or length of the contract…
Go on directly to theological study? I am still not sure if God is calling me to go for it at this moment. It is not about my little faith (maybe it is but I don’t know) but I just want to make sure I follow the voice correctly. Not by my own wish but His on-demand call. Maybe I think I am ready but still it is not coincident with what His view to be.

Hesitation, insufficient confidence on myself and lazy…then a new item comes in recently but I think it is really correct to bear in mind and remind myself – wrong image of self. Most of the time I think I can’t do this or that and then I told myself to reserve energy for other things. Result? I can’t go straight away to where God wants me to be.

Red alert is coming…!

SIM CITY

過去一星期的工作地方轉變為office了, 是英國一個主要的煤氣公司. 我在那兒是幫忙做data entry的工作, 屬短期性質的, 但相比之前是輕鬆多了. 但是因為我的眼睛尚未完全康復, 長時間看電腦還是不太好. 自己亦多了注意要不時休息. 這兒的人對工作中稍作小休是毫不介意的, 視為正常. 你可以到office外呼吸一下新鮮空氣, 又或者到canteen喝杯咖啡, 嘻嘻哈哈閒聊一下然後再回工作岡位. 若說那是不同文化造就成不同的工作氣氛, 我想更貼切的形容可以是工作上中有了一份體諒和信任吧 – 請體諒我不是鐵人, 但亦請信任我努力的在把工作做好. : P
這個office原來人數不少, 我第一天步進的時候也嚇了一跳, 因為是總共容納了350人的call center!! 嘩! 場景同玩SimCity有些似, 都係人來人往, 諗起都幾搞笑.