Monday, September 15, 2008

沉著...更新

愉快地完成了第一年的神學生活, 面對著第二年, 像是賽跑的中段, 正是要保持沉著而堅持的時候.
新鮮的事情有成為學生會的成員; 選了一間具規模的教會作實習場地去見識見識; 最近又主動的籌組了一班同學組成了閱讀討論小組.

以我這個被動的旁觀性格, 忽然發現天父在不知不覺中推動我去成長. 明白人的"不能夠"很多時候根本不是問題, 因為上帝召人去了那位置, 祂是會完成那事的, 包括更新那人的生命. 天父讓我明白到個人的辦事能力其實只是事奉的一部份而已, 要同時準備的便是願意放下"自我"去服侍人的心.

忽然發現, 天父已給了我勇氣去跳出自己的框框, 學習在合適的位置上主動回應...

Sunday, August 31, 2008

New term - a year later

It's been a year in theological shcool already. Tomorrow, I will be the 2nd year student - same mission, different style.

I learn how to make friends with varieties of people - the elder, the young professional, the housewife. Actually it was a eye widen experience to work with them. I can't deny that I am a kind of person who turns to the negative feeling at the very first moment, but God is so gentle and wise that He puts me into some situation that I make some good and close friends who can play and pray together, especially when I am in need. Sometimes I think I am not deserved it as I am so cool.

Tomorrow is another new term, pray that I am unwise to the knowledge until I am wise to the people, because God has called me to love people but not knowledge.